"Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will."
"I thought I understood it. But I didn’t, not really. I knew the smudgeness of it. The eagerness of it. The idea of it. Of you and me."
"Despite all the reasons I give you not to leave, you still go."
"I have a million things to talk to you about. All I want in this world is you. I want to see you and talk. I want the two of us to begin everything from the beginning."
"You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone for ever."
"You realize that trying to keep your distance from me will not lessen my affection for you. All efforts to save me from you will fail."
"It’s crazy, because I don’t even know when you became so important to me. It’s like watching a snowstorm. You see the flakes falling, but you don’t realize how they’re adding up. Then suddenly your whole lawn is covered. All these little things have added up, and you’re my snowstorm, baby."
"The real question is, can you love the real me? Not the perfect person you want me to be, not that image you had of me, but who I really am."
"All this time I’ve been blaming myself. I’ve been blaming myself for you leaving, and for you lying, and for putting my trust in you. I’ve blamed myself for you never caring and for you never giving a shit about anything. I told myself that there was obviously something wrong with me, that’s why you talked to other girls. I’ve blamed myself for jumping off a cliff just waiting for you to catch me. But really? You pushed me. You pushed me off the fucking cliff and you never had any intentions of ever catching me. You were just going to let me fall. Watch me struggle, watch me reach for you, call out your fucking name. And we both know you heard me, but fuck. You weren’t ever going to help me, for that; fuck you."
"You have such an effect on me. when I’m texting you, I feel so confined by my skin. I have to jump around the house, music at the top notch, screaming my lungs out to even try to match what’s going on inside me. If you talk to me that night during dinner I have to consciously bite my cheeks so my parents won’t ask questions about my enormous smile. If you randomly show up without warning, well, I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I have quite a bit of trouble breathing steadily. You make my foot jiggle. you make my heart race. It’s all you."
"Am I mad at you? That’s your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn’t even have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it’s crazy that I’m crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you? No. More like crushed… Did I ever really know you?"
"There is always a soft spot in my heart for you-even when you’ve done wrong, even when you’ve let me down, even when you couldn’t care less."
"You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing."
"I am everything you want, I am everything you need, I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be. I say all the right things, at exactly the right time, but I mean nothing to you and I don’t know why."
"Find me now. Before someone else does."
